emotions...

emotions...
...life's only treasures

Thursday, June 24, 2010

jaara swapno dekhi ((March 2010))

Mon’er saathe ekka dokka
Kanamaachhi aaj’o-
Aaj’o aabar lukochuri
Nijer aalo chhaya’e-
Chhayamakha chilekoTha
Gopon shwaase bhaari-
Bhaari mon’er bojha aaj’o
Sei baalishei naame-
Naame megh’er upor choRe
Swapne dekha ghOr-
ghOr’er maajhe holud shaaRi
laal paaRer Dheu-
Dheu na eleo bhese jaabo
aagol-bhangaa bhor’e-
bhor’er ghum’e aankRe dhore
khOR’er kuTo’r mon-
mon khule aaj bhaasiye dilaam
ekla ghOr’er raat  ~~

brishTir khNoje (july 2009)

BrishTi, aabar tokei khNuji


Meghmollar aakash juRe-
BrishTi taanpura-r sur-e,
Anekdin-er jomaano bhoy
Pagla hawa-e haraay dur-e!

BrishTi toke soi kore aaj
Mon-er kotha bolte ki laaj?
(Aay) aamra dujon aaRal khNuje
Haraai praan-er oi sabuj-e!

BrishTi tokei bolte paari-
Barebaarei keno haari!
tor aashaR-shaarbon du-chokh bhore
aamar baromasya jhore!

a poem (Jan 2010)

asfuuT

Hemanter nibiR sandhya-e
Shukno laal maaTi
Bhijechhilo tomaar maya-joRaano abhimaan-e
Debdaaru-r jhora paata
Hesechhilo tomaar onaabil aabdaare
Kono ek baaul-er miThe sur
joRiye dhorechhilo tomakeo amaakeo..

tumi ki bhaabchhile
jaana hayni..
aami ki chaichhilam
bola hayni..
na-bola kotha-r dol
asfuuT sohaag mekhe
mukh lukiyechhilo lojja –e

ghum bhenGe dekhi
debdaaru-tola-e shuye aachhi
bhor-er laalima chhNuye aachhe mon..

esechhile?
Naki aabar swapno dekhlaam !

Celebration of World Poetry Day March-April 2010 in Kobita Point

There were wonderful tributes by my extremely talented friends. Let me share some of them with you~


Kobita Maane Ki?
By Rajat Subhra Banerjee(our dear Harida)


kobita maane podyo,
khanik durbodhyo, tai onobodyo.

taar thaake chhondo,
"taale-gole dwondo, olpo pochhondo!"

aar thaake mil,
er sheshe 'nil', to or sheshe 'chil'.

aar thaake ortho,
"perek-er chaape keno hoy eto gorto."

aar thaake chhotro,
mil-e mil-e, chhondete, jotro o totro.

aar thaake dNaRi,
tai tei shesh, tar pore aaRi.
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Tribute by Beasdi (Beas Bhattacharya)


Entwined fingers
Grasps the foggy,empty glass;
Dim muted light,
Itches a worn out face,
One tired glance;
Emotions pours,staggers,
exhausted and spent;
Into nothingness they breath.

Once again ,
For the uptemth time
i play with words,
Fragile,frivolous;
Yet truer than my being.

Come my dear friend,
Poets of troubled times,
Pour me another drink,
Lets celebrate,
This soltitude of utter darkness,
With no place to return;
Lets celebrate,
Life as it is,
As ever it will be,
Or not.

~~~~~~~~~





Aah, poetry

by Aayoti
It’s sadness on a page
Served with what is felt within;
It is thoughts and opinions
And all things there-in.
It’s escape from reality
And sometimes, the way back to it too-
It’s rhyming and not rhyming
(And that’s something anyone can do!)
It’s a wonderful thing
What a pen and paper can do;
It can make your hands write-type
Things you didn’t know could come to you!
It lets you vent out
In all ways you please,
So it’s but fair that you sit back and confess,
“Aah, poetry….”




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Ode to Poetry
by Yours Truly





When tears shied away
From misting my eyes,
You were there
to wash my soul.
Love, loss, desires, pains
Secrets and sighs
Always had you
To rock me to peace
Many a sleepless night!

I have left myself alone
Many a time,
Only to find you embrace
My heart of hearts
Only to be led by you
To the morning dew
After every dark night,
Only to be kissed by you
On the forehead
To let me live!

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Bittersweet (November 2009)

You were my soulmate,
You were my greatest foe-
I showed you my roses,
I showed you my tears-
You gave me my dreams,
You dug up my fears.

I loved you-
I hated you,
I adored you-
I dreaded you,
I waited for you-
I despised you!

You were my solace,
You were my threat.
I wanted to sleep in your lap-
You told me how lonely I was!
You gave me death after each birth,
You showered life after each death.

You freed me-
You burdened me,
You were my blessing-
You saw me sin.
Today, we don’t meet each other-
You don’t kiss my face anymore.

O bittersweet night!
Even before you knock at my door,
Even before I hear your footsteps,
I sink into mindless slumber.
You escape into dawn without waking me up!

I had begged for this bliss, eternally!
Little did I know-
My heart has been stolen by my beloved foe!
Little did I know-
Someday, I would miss you so!!

Posting a poem written in December 2009

Anekdin-er jomiye rakha kotha
AaTke thaake konThonalite
Anek raat-er ghumiye thaaka byatha
Aashroy chaay hriday-dhamoni-te

Anek bhor-er adhek ghum-er sur
Baajte thaake mon-er gopon ghor-e
Anek sokal paaliye hoy dupur
Monkemon-er bou-kotha-kao sur-e

Anek bikel haat dhorte aase
Naam-na-jaana nibiR Thikana-e
Anek sondhye mukh lukiye thaake
Chokh-er jol-er korun doTanaa-e

Anek raat-e tomaar dekha paai
Ghum-er sathe lukochurir fNaake
Anekdin-er hariye felaa kotha
Peleo khnuje aaj, bolbe kaake?

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I want to walk out

Whenever I have hated a job
I have written a "resignation letter",
Handed it to the boss,
And walked out of the premises
Forever...


Each time
I have felt a strange sense of
Freedom, despite
the uncertainties ahead--
Each time 
I have felt myself lucky
With a strange sense of pity
for the colleagues I have left behind
in those cubicles
Despite, the looming task at hand-
the task of looking for a job ..


I have prided myself 
at the thought that
"I do not endure nonsense"-
I have counted my blessings
as nobody depended on the money
I earned-
not even myself..


I am aching to feel 
the same surge of freedom-
The same sense of limitless abundance-
the same flood of joy-
I am aching to resign from life.
This cubicle is killing me-
I hate the scrip that 
has been written for me-
I want to scream and say-
I never wanted this!
Can I never have what I wanted?


I want to write
my final resignation
I want to hand it over to God,
I want to be polite and say,
"It was nice living this life"-
I want to walk out of the premises
my head held high-
light and cheerful!
I just pray,
He accepts my resignation-
for that, it is Him on whom
I have to depend!